Aku terpandang cincin di jariku......aku mengeluh. I don't know what is the meaning of this ring anymore. He looked sincere when he presented me with the ring. The feeling and the kisses really felt real...the yacht.....we sat and gaze at the stars....dinner....it was so good to be true....It was the best time I ever had...
I felt so special being in his arms.....how he held me tight, never wanting to let go of my hands and all the kisses he showered...... I touched my lips.....soft....yes, I remember.
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The night I was at Imran's house, I heard voices coming from the living area. It was Imran and Mak Jah. I was in the kitchen preparing myself tea and ears drop their conversation. My jaw dropped when Imran said I was not the right fit for him. What was that supposed to mean...? His exact words of me were "Sikap keanak-anakan" and "cepat merajuk" Terguris perasaan aku dibuatnya. Hilang dahaga tekak aku bila mendengar his confession. But why now...? Why after he met Kristin.....?
I crept quietly back to my room......I cried and left his place that night...... An honorable man would not hurt his woman.
Sejak dari hari itu , aku agak tawar hati dengan sikap Imran. Walaupun he tried his best to reassured me that all is okay I am still not convinced. He was so laid back when I first met him. Know his way how to make me feel comfortable. He gave special attention to my needs. He is warm, respectful and he will always make time for me. Always being realistic, like when we had problems within our relationship, we fix it. Otherwise it will accumulate bigger problems, which could end up in break-ups. Well, we almost been there.
These days finding a trustworthy and honest person is like finding a treasure. I couldn't find any fault with him......then,......until we return from Bali......I think he has changed.
I hate Bali! I close my laptop and lay in bed. Then why did I agree to go back to Bali with Imran?
Buzz....buzz.....buzz.....I pick up my cellphone. It was Emir. Apa pulak yang dia nak malam-malam buta ni.....
Emir : "Q...., belum tidor lagi?", he immediately asked. He was so sure that it was going to be me.
Me : "Soon as I'm done talking to you.....", I replied in away to annoy him.
Emir : "Alright.....I understand I am not your favorite person to talk to.....but I have a bad news....I am sorry...., I need to reschedule our date...", his words trying to tick me off.
Me : "Ok..., fine." I replied. Silence....
Emir : "So you suka lah kan....?", Emir is provoking the situation.
I just kept quiet.
Emir : "Well if you have nothing to say..., then I'll contact you in a few days time....", he affirmed.
Me : "Hmmm....okay...". Aku jawab acuh tak acuh.
Emir : Come on tell me.....is everything okay with you.....?", he wants to know.
Me : I'm okay. I'll wait for your call then...". And immediately hang up. Phew.....puas aku rasa dapat kenakan Emir this time. Baru dia tahu.....hmmmmm....serves him right!
I switched off the table lamp and my cellphone buzzed again. But this time it was my Face Time. And it was Emir again. Dalam kegelapan aku menjawab pangilan Face Time dari Emir.
Me : "Emir, I am so tired and I want to get some sleep. Can't whatever wait till tomorrow....?", aku merayu.
Emir : "I don't think so......what's bothering your mind....", he insisted. "Where are you....I can't see your face. Q, let me look at you.....", he demanded. Has always been.....his words or the highway.
I lazily turn the screen towards my face. "I'm here. You can see me now kan...? It's late and I nak tidur. I have to work tomorrow.....", aku cuba berlembut dengan nada manjaku.
Emir : "Okay....we called off the date .....for good. Nothing attached. How's that?", he suggested.
Me : "Bukan pasal our date. I mean if you had to postponed it, I can understand. I bukannya tak berhati perut. Don't you worry about me....I'll be fine.....Blue cap guy....", I made him belief that I was doing well.
Emir did not immediately reply.......I can hear he flipped his silver Zippo lighter and lit a cigarette. He took a puff and blew it out.....
Emir : "Alright, I belief you.....you know, I am here if you wanna talk....? Hmmmm......that sounds familiar.....that's right...! I remember clearly the girl who said that to me......,", he recalled.
I giggled......," Emir, thanks.....", I replied.
Emir : "Don't mentioned it.....I really mean it.....", he assured me.
Me : "I know.....good night Emir.....", I wish him.
Emir : "Okay, sleep well. Haaaa, boleh pun senyum.....you have a beautiful smile...I missed you....", he mellowed down the tone of his voice.
"Good night Emir......", and switched off Face Time. Suddenly, I was caught off guard. Did he say he missed me......? Immediately I hugged my cellphone and switched on back my Face Time. I'm, hoping he would call again......
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